Questions for My Soul

Consumed by toxic hate: How do I relate?
Is any-and every-thing acceptable.
In the context of the body as receptacle
for experience?
is amorality a normality in conext so large
that time is an anomaly,
A hiccup in the unending yawn of eternity?
Do I require justice or vengeance
For men's inhumanity, for men being pricks?
In the world of rhetoric,
It's hard to make the charge stick.
If, by definition, what can be inhuman
of an eponymous specie
obsessed with consuming
himself and the planet?
Am I complicit in the illicit corruption of this world?
Is incarnation a disruption in the cosmic flow
where peace and acceptance are the norm
and form, merely forever unfurled
in this moment?
to peruse and bemuse, adore and explore,
The recovery and discovery of one's soul
Reflection and accepting, dissecting and perfecting,
Integrating the relating of the Whole

Full Moon Verse 3/25

Do words capture the essence of thinking
or set them free to give flight?
Does the world reappear in between blinking?
Does the sun disappear at night?
do we cage eternity by boxing it in letter,
this sense always waiting to be felt?
Being Presence undermines concept of better.
Acceptance of learning we've been dealt.
Everchanging process, paradoxically constant.
Love enfolds, omnipresent when remembered.
Just as quickly fear darkens in a shadow of an instant.
until Now where we find ourselves centered.

—DR. FARB

Late Night Reprise


Is Love doing or being?
A taking or receiving?
Hearing or seeing?
Making or believing?
Love appears a primary source,
the field on which we play.
Supernal force behind intercourse
beyond what words can say.
Action contraposed with immanence,
grounded in the transcendental.
Present and clear in coincidence,
ethereal yet fundamental.
We perceive each other in its glow.
We are each other on the Whole.
What grace has thus on us bestowed
by conveyance through God's placed soul.

Late Night Reprise

Is Love doing or being?
A taking or receiving?
Hearing or seeing?
Making or believing?
Love appears a primary source,
the field on which we play.
Supernal force behind intercourse
beyond what words can say.
Action contraposed with immanence,
grounded in the transcendental.
Present and clear in coincidence,
ethereal yet fundamental.
We perceive each other in its glow.
We are each other on the Whole.
What grace has thus on us bestowed
by conveyance through God's placed soul.

 

RECALL MAY BE ALL WE'VE GOT!


Embedded in my sublime reminiscence,
thankful for the blissful afterglow
in loving warm clime of existence
and knowing how we grow.
you are Everywoman, omnipotent feminine
fecund with seeds of insight and leaves of
understanding.
Serious inspiration with tasty perspiration.
you recommend me to the light without demanding.
How do I love thee? How can I not?!
the touch of your skin puts a wonderful spin
on blessed memories that remain unforgot.

by Joel Hemmelstein (alias Dr. Farb, alias Farberella)

Poem

You keep me honest
and lie to yourself
it's part of the stealth
to discover the wealth
or not.
as we uncover the plot
of the dramedy of our lives.
Slope operas, ebb and flow
If truth be told, we really don't know
How everything fits in the cosmic plan.
God's de Light; sorrow goes with man.
Samsara, nirvana enclosed in the All
Just listen inside and realize how small
and how large, in fact, is the Immanent Domain
of Eternity turning again and again
and again.

Let's get Sirius in the dog days of summer!


I cherish the cherub that in you, I see.
Memories of merger, soulful unity.
unconditional moments, spirit thus blessed.
In no-spectacle zone where egos undressed.
We nestled naked next to each other
where truth meets beauty, wisdom to discover
the depths and breadth of cosmic connection.
sharing gift of breath and sense of perfection.
lovers free to go are released to return.
I pray important lessons are ours to learn.
Will we share once more touch like silk?
You bring the cookies! I'll bring the milk!
Don't hate me for loving you or becoming attached!
Be thankful for thrill of finding how matched
past poignant projections, beings love as friends.
Some day, may we play in ONe Heart space again.

INQUIRING MINDS WANT TO KNOW


Is there life after birth
or are we in a state of suspected animation?
does mere being imply worth
or incarnation just temporal soul hiberation?
Is love, like light, both particle and wave?
individual events or immanent field?
from womb to tomb, cradle to grave,
We fight our plight and eventually yield
to the force on this course that all must pass,
which paradox unlocks in bodies built to fail.
Being breathed to relieve the painful morass
in which we tarry and carry on as memories' tale.

All poems above
—by Dr. Farb (aka Joel Hemmelstein)

 

 

 

Dakini Day in Crestone

At the base of the Stupa
There is a stone
For burnt offerings
Where I leave a small pile
Of my Mothers ashes

I can think of nothing sweeter
And nothing more precious
Tsog includes her zucchini bread
Grandmas rhubarb
And her last lemon drop

Tears well up in the
Sangre de Christo Mountains
As I offer her rosary
To Tara

Sunrise over Chaco

The inside of my chest
Feels like it was sand blasted
And then freeze dried
Raw and longing to be touched
Yet petrified of the thaw

Once around Pueblo Bonita
The pain in my chest ceases
Mothers ashes are poured into the
Heart of the Great Kiva

Vajra Guru Mantras seal the four directions
My mala pressed into the ground
I ask the ancient ones to guide her passage
And the blessings of all the traditions
Gathered in my Guru beads
To flow through the doors of other Worlds

Poems above
—by LEROY GRIGGS

 

What awakens the Destroyer?

Leaping from the Lotus
long, steel claws, glisten in the moonlight
lips drawn back, exposing razors
glassy, unfeeling eyes, roll in their sockets with lust
Quick strike
Slashing
Letting blood
in abundance
Because you deserve
abundance
Filled as you are
with grace
You wonder:
How could the Destroyer have lain within…
You, who says,
“Thank you, father, for your grace”
What fear from yesteryear
impregnated the flower
that lay deep inside?
Fresh, clean, and pure
until ripped open and spilled by your uncle’s son.
Or was it your uncle?
And you…
left limp, empty, filthy
stored in the shadows
a vessel for the Destroyer’s seed.
Because you deserve
abundance
Filled as you are
with grace
You wonder:
How could this monster have lain within…
him, who said,
“Thank you, father, for your grace”
What yearning this evening
might have sprung the beast?
Did your loin shout out?
Screaming, please, please, please!
You have learned
You have overcome
You have opened yourself
Let me open too, now
I desire this man
before me
Please let him in me
Because you deserve
abundance
Filled as you are
with grace
You wonder:
How could this monster have lain within …
me, who says,
“Thank you, Lotus, for your grace,
your brilliant, mountainous grace,
a dizzying, warm, embracing grace.”
What hope for tomorrow
can chain the Destroyer—
the fear that what you most want
must most be feared?
What hope for tomorrow
will shower abundance
will fill you full
and bursting
yelping with love and joy
gasping for air
fresh, clean and pure?
No need to wonder at the wonder of it
Let us say, simply, “Our Grace."

—by Richard J. Bogue,
November 2002

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